Ok, so firstly I just wanted to post this poem I found as it reminds me of my
Dad (
miss you forever and always - I will always love you), as I'm sure it reminds others of those they've loved and lost.
Do not stand at my grave and weep I am not here, I do not sleep I am the thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow I am the sun on ripened grain I am the gentle autumn rain I am the shining stars at night When you awake to the morning light I am the soft uplifting rush Of quiet birds in circled flight My time has come, I am at rest I am the sunset in the west I am the clouds that race above Where I watch over those I love Do not stand at my grave and cry I am not here, I do not die So hear the words that here I say I am the love that guides your way. by
Mary Fyre
It's strange, really strange to think that a year has passed, so much has happened so much has changed - in other peoples lives as well as mine. And although it's sad to think about the loss and the change...you have to live for now. That poem, well I guess to me thats true - my
Dad would so be saying that to me, and you know what he does guide my way. And it's going to sound really lame perhaps, but I guess he's like my
guardian angel or something...he's always with me in my heart and my memories, and I wish to God he was with me now in person, but he can't be...and yes it breaks my heart, and fuck I really can't write about this right now.
My thanks to my friends who've remembered and shown they care - it means a lot, seriously it does.
Much Love
xXx