I'm pondering over having an itty insomniac living inside me, I really haven't been sleeping before 3am lately and I've been getting up around half 8/9 as usual - this is oh so not enough beauty sleep for me.  Maybe this also has been effecting my frustration, aside from the usual frustration with men and the lack of, etc etc.  Ach well. 


I don't even know what to write about...I did contemplate finishing off my Malibu but I thought no, drinking on your own is a lonely thing to do and increases the levels of lonliness, and well, I don't want to be lonely!


Ok I'm thinking maybe I go to bed now and try and dream nice dreams...I had a weird dream yesterday, it included our cat having a flea in its ear then it jumped out and got squished - yes like that makes sense!  Then from the cat it jumps from me being hugged/comforted by some cute dude saying 'I bet he's so proud of you' - which again really makes no sense, the guy looked familiar in my dream and hey if in reality I was getting a hug from whomever it was I wouldn't be complaining!  Then some other guy gets mad and I end up hugging him before going back to hugging the other dude.  And I can't say I object to the hugging part...(I want REAL hugs though!!) but it was a weird dream. 


Right well I think I may be talking complete rubbish...that being a complete surprise to....absolutely no one.  But yes, I will retire to my cold lonely bed....

Oh honey... not sleeping can be terrible! I've suffered with Insomnia off and on for years. My tip is not to eat or drink anything in the 3 hours before you go to bed. I know it sounds loopy, but if you do it... and don't watch any TV for those hours either, it really does seem to help. Also avoid chocolate and fruit as much as possible, they too can keep you awake.
I really hope you can sort things out soon sweetheart xx

Mate u need a break the sooner the 25th comes round the better cant wait shud be so cool drunken nights out for me n u i am thinkin lol loadsa love always x x