Firstly...aaw, how much do I still have a sore throat!!   And to top it off...I've run out of strepsils and I don't have a car today so I can't go get some more - I'm hoping my lovely Mum remembers to bring some home with her! 

I'm in such a stressy mood today, not too sure why.  But when I got up to find the a nice long list of things my Mum wanted me to do, I could have screamed.  Don't get me wrong I don't mind helping out, I was just like my God, does everyone think I'm Miss Amazing Woman or something.  So I was like 'fuck fuck fuck' I'm so not doing all this, however I have done pretty much most of it now, although I was in a slight huff about it to start off with - I'm not into the whole dictating what people should do thing, so I get frustrated when people tell me what to do - which isn't the best attitude in the world to have, because you have to accept being told what to do sometimes, and sometimes even though you don't see it, your best interests are at heart.  And such like.

Oh and then people do insist on waking me up when I'm catching my beauty sleep - and this doesnt impress me much either, especially if I'm really sleepy as I was yesterday.  Granted I will always be there for my friends, but there is a time when I wish I could just sleep for a little longer and they could try figure their problems out in their own heads for a short while until I wake to help them out. 

Point actually, maybe thats why I'm stressing...lack of beauty sleep...

So I've just been told I should write a book, that has to be a pretty funny thing...apparently I'm 'wise' according to this guy, but you know I'm 19, how can I be wise, if I were 80, granted wise could be an appropriate word, but not right now.  I really don't think I'm in a position to write a book on my outlook and perspective on things - just because thats how I feel doesnt make it right, neither does it make it a good or interesting read.  It's my feelings and everyone is different.  Aside from that my writing isn't the best, not book standard for sure.

I'm so so poor this week, I think I'll go sort out getting my contract phone now - so at least i'll be saving some money on credit...I put £10 on my phone sunday morning I think it was, I so had none left by the end of the day, oh well, I don't mind at the end of the day...Nath - lol, no it's fine, it really is, I just don't like being poor - damn my boss for hour cutting, I so need to get another job I really do.  So Long.  Much Love.