
Insightful...perhaps.
Fed up
Joy Division - She's Lost ControlI'm in such a fed up mood today, there was me yesterday saying I've nothing to moan about...but damn it I have now. I went out last night, I was a little tired anyway which may not have helped matters - but i got so fed up. As previously mentioned girly nights aren't my cup of tea. But after a couple of my closest girlys had to go, I was left to fend for myself as such, I didn't mind, I could have left but I thought I'd stay and be polite...I wish I hadn't.
Some of the things that were said, I dunno, I was just sitting there thinking...this says it all...you're not friends. I think thats one of the last times I go out with them. Enough is enough.
In some respects, despite how sexist this may sound, and coming from a girl too...but they behaved in a way that I've generally come to expect from most girls - digging for dirt and gossip, bitchiness, fairytale worlds (no harm, but its not something I need rammed down my throat...if people are happy thats great...but after the 12th time of hearing im so happy...it wears thin you know), self centered-ness, the list goes on. It can probably be said of many people - boys and girls alike...but in my experiance...girls can be pretty rubbish! Thank God for guys! 
I might go have a drink in a bit, sitting on my own in a pub isn't a good move probably, but I have to do something, I'm at home today. I can go out...but I don't know what I'd do all the same. Shopping...maybe.
Oh anyway, I'm gonna eat, think I'll starve else, I haven't had a proper meal for a few days. Not healthy. But err. Oops