Well here's me sitting down and trying to write a blod entry again.  Lately I seem to have lost my ability to sit down and write, I like to write; it can feel very refreshing (is that the write word?) to spill out all my thoughts and feelings, and I normally find this a very easy thing to do...but lately no, I just can't seem to keep my mind on track to sit down and write.  It shall return though, so I'll just bide my time right.

After work yesterday I went to a mates Birthday gathering at his house, has to be said I didn't know half the scantily clad young ladies that turned up - and I don't think I wanted to either.  So since I was driving too, I got fed up after a while.  Don't get me wrong I'm still young, I still bare the old flesh here and there...but really they appeared to be the types of girls that just walk around asking every lad in sight if they wanna have sex.  Now to me; that's not a good look.  Thankfully some of the lovely lads I was at school/college with were there, some of which I haven't seen in months.  And it was so good to see them.  I've missed seeing them around, particularly a couple who I'm really good mates with, but haven't had chance to see since they left for uni.  So seeing them was the highlight of my day, and hopefully I'm gonna see them soon!!

And wow Chez smiling, thats a rare thing at times!  No, I've actually had an alright week, I haven't encountered too many selfish 'friends' of mine, which have a tendancy to bring my mood right down by generally not giving a damn about another soul as long as everything in their little world is fine.  Which you know, I guess everyone has to be selfish sometimes - sometimes it's important to put yourself first, but I don't know...if I ever find myself putting myself before anyone else I feel bad about it.  And maybe I shouldn't, but maybe I'm so used to thinking of others feelings etc before my own at times.

It's like the other week everyone left my boss (Computer Shop one) and I was like hang on that's not fair, so even though he'd said I could go home after I'd finished what I was doing - on seeing everything else disappear...2 hours before closing, I was like no, I have to stay and help.  Granted his Nephew had to go home, he's not driving at the minute so is relying on trains - which is all well and good, but it also meant that he had to leave to get home, so that was arranged anyways.  But the other computer tech left early for whatever reason, but this was okayed too as my boss's wife would still be in, so he could be in the workshop and her in the shop, however she was in a bit of a bad mood...walked off.  Leaving just my boss.  So i was like that's no way fair, so I stayed...bless, and he gave me more money for doing so - even though I said it didn't matter, he did.  Sometime its nice to be appreciated though too.

Right now I'm attempting to curl my hair ready to go out...has to be said, I'm not being over successful right now - I can't do the back very well.  Oh well, I'll go for the half-done hair look...it'll be fine right.  Spose I best go try sort myself out anyhoo.  Hope everyone is well. 

Much Love

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