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Wednesday, May 11th 2005

10:56 (1304 days, 5h, 22min ago)

If I'm Not The One You Want...

  • Feeling: Okay
  • Listening To: We Are Scientists - That One Pop Gem

I've been neglecting my poor old blog of late.  I've had a few chances to sit down and write...but I've never been able to really write anything. 

 

Been feeling okay last couple weeks, obviously had the few stressful days - but it's been quite alright for me - me with my varying moods and days of too much thinking leading to much heartache.  I've always been a thoughtful thinker...or something like that, I've always been able to emphatise.  But since losing my Dad, these processes have sometimes caused me more grievance than anything else in the short term.  I know this is not a good thing, but it's the way I do things, and despite the odd moments of tears and tearing my hair out - the thought processes; in the long run - help me. 

 

I don't seem to make any sense today...but do I any day.  

 

I should be going to work really today, but I don't have to go in, so I'm taking a break and have so far spent all morning doing sod all - which is led me to be bored.  So I feel that I'm off out now, before I go round the bend.

 

xXx

 

And yes, what another rubbish entry I've written.  I'm gonna try and start writing more again I think, but for now...I'm orf.

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It's not a 'Rubbish' entry at all... it's your thoughts and feelings. Raw emotion may look strange to some on a page, but it strikes a chord in most of us, who understand a little of what you're going through. Here's a HUGE hug sweetheart... I hope it makes you feel a little more yourself.
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